"Isn't something missing?"

Sometimes I wonder, how it would be? A life where I wasn't human A life without pain or anger. A life without love or hate. Sometimes I wonder, what if everything was black or white? No grey areas of uncertainty, Nor colorful sparks of temptation. Sometimes I wonder,  what if everything was so clear... As two plus two equals four? Sometimes I wonder, How much can we withstand? How many times can we rise? How many scars can we bear? Sometimes I wonder,  Why not? Surrender to the sweet oblivion. Give in to the tender embrace of ignorance. Sometimes, just sometimes... I let my mind slip away. I let my heart dream free. I fly away to Neverland. Then, I wonder whether or not to return.

Breath in, breath out, don't let them win. Breath in, breath out, don't let them see. I try to hide their shadows, that insist on lingering behind my eyes. I try to put down their fire, that keeps on burning in my mind. Breath in, breath out, don't let them escape. Breath in, breath out, don't let them gain control. I can feel their venom, running through my veins. I can feel their power, corrupting my soul. Breath in, breath out, don't let the light fade. Breath in, breath out, don't let the lock break. But there's a whisper on my ear: "Surrender to the night, embrace the Darkside This fight, no one can win." Forget your breathing! Don't get too close! Run, it's too late, They're free!

When you can't contain what's inside put it through words... Superwoman You didn't wear a cape Nor flew through skyscrapers But when you held me in your arms You took me to the top of world You didn't have a perfect body Nor big muscles Instead you had scars and wrinkles Still when you held my hand There was no harm that could reach me Life wasn't gentle with you It knocked you down over and over But you were a fighter You kept rising up each and every time You faced adversity with your head held high A smile on your lips, kind words on your mouth And a heart as big as the world. Has time flies by I start to forget Forget the sound of your voice Forget the warmth of your hug Forget the sweetness of your kiss But you are always in my heart Oh how I wish I could be just half of a woman that you were. You are my Superwoman always and Forever!

Há muito tempo que não escrevia e que as palavras não me surgiam desta forma impossivel de conter. Espero que gostem.. Life There is a fine line between them Madness and sanity Such opposites, yet so close How can one separate them? There is a fine veil separating them Lies and truth Reality and illusions How can one distinguish them? We are only humans Trying to walk our paths Trying not to fall over the edge Trying only trying ... We fail, we thrive We fall, we rise We hurt and get hurt We struggle between dualities Never knowing how close we are to cross the line Are we all madman with moments of clarity? Are we all liars trying to speak the truth? Are we all stuck in a delusion of reality? Are we all killers trying to save a life? We are only humans Trying to walk our paths Trying not to fall over the edge Trying only trying... Humans, such an excuse! Using it to make our wrongs right. Using it to forgive our sins. Using to justify our lies ...

Há muito tempo que não escrevia nada, 5 anos mais precisamente, ainda assim não podia deixar de partilhar este poema/ desabafo que me surgiu depois de ver o filme Love and Honor, espero que gostem... Love, Honor and tears The years' pass The war comes and goes The reasons and values change But deep in their core, Everything is the same Live or die for your beliefs And we keep on making the same mistakes Falling in love and despair for Those you are gone. When they leave With their missions on their minds Crave into their hearts. We keep praying For their return For their lives And the question keeps popping Is there any space for us? For those at home Is there space for those? For who dies a little every day? For who keeps waiting for their return? Are we selfish for wanting them for ourselves? Are they courageous for reaping our hearts in the name of honor? Why is the duty always on top? Is it worth dying for? Is it worth killing us with them...

How can I sleep? Knowing what I am. Knowing what I did. How can I live, With the guilt for The crimes I did The crimes I’m capable of I just wanted A happily ever after I tried and I failed How was worth it Those happy times If now you're crying? All my intentions Were good I never wanted to end like this.

Why love? To be hurt To live happily ever after To cry To the never-ending life Or smile as never before Love What a bittersweet feeling The most confusing State of mind Loving The better or worst Time of life Why love? Why not?

A muito tempo que já não postava nada, mas finalmente tive um rasgo de inspiração e por isso aqui segue mais um poema: How to forget? What we are. What we do. Sin run trough Our veins since The very first breath We can both Give life As take it. Turn the world In heaven Or a living hell What we are? Goddesses or Demons. Women we are everything and nothing at all!

Let me fly away close my eyes sleep forever. Let me dream, believe that everything is all right everything is the same. Let me smile again let me be happy Please let me love you. Let the rain fall and wash my soul wash my heart. Then let the sun shine again let the clouds disappear Please give me back my life. Please let me sleep and dream away dream away with you. Não é autobiografico

Why should I believe You? Why do You love us? If I only see the pain and suffer In the world. How can we believe You? If that only makes more suffer. How can we live like that? How can we hate you? The only reason not to hate Is fear How can we live? Why can you die? What’s better life or death? How can we be blind? To all this suffer To all this pain. I just want to close my eyes And sleep forever. ñ é autobiografico

What love is? is an expensive gift? is a feeling of the weak? is a foolish of the fools? Love is being there for you is wiping your tears is harm hugs and goodnight kisses is a simple smile How hard is to love? How hard is to care? How hard is to forgive? Is not hard to love, is hard to admit it. Is not hard to care, is hard to show it. And isn't hard to forgive is hard to see perfection in the imperfection Why can you say it? Three little words I Love you!

Para o amor do meu coração este é pa ti. Close your eyes, Smile, I'm by your side I'll never leave you No matter how many miles we are far away No matter how many times We are appart We are one One streng One breath One heart Everytime you'll fell We'll raise together Everytime I'll cry We'll clean the tears We are one Nothing can beat us Even in the hardest times Our love will win I Love you more than anything in all universe

Há muito tempo que já não escrevia nada aqui, portanto aqui vai mais um poema da minha autoria Just Smile Smile, the world is a stage everyone is an actor everyone is the public. Smile, the world is a stage everyone is watching you everyone is judging you Smile even if you had a bad day even if your world turns apart even if everything goes wrong Smile... Keep your chin up maintain the appearance smile, everyone is watching you Pretend to be happy, just pretend no one sees further than that perhaps you too can believe. Smile.... Ana Pires

Someday I’ll wake up I’ll see your note saying: -I’ll be back soon. I’ll remember that shadow In your eyes, in your soul. I knew you were leaving, I could just not believe. That day I’ll be on my own I’ll be faking every smile While my heart is falling apart And my life went with you. Everyday I’ll be thinking That is the last one without you, And you’ll be by my side when I wake up. And I’ll be waiting. But everyday you won’t be there Everyday will be just one more fight to win, Just one more life to save, Just one more fire to extinguish And I’ll still be waiting For you, for my life, for our life, And when (if) you return I’ll be there. I’ll be a ghost but I’ll be there With a smile on my lips And a little crystal tears Dropping from my eyes by missing you. And I’ll still love Each day that passes away That passes way without you. Ana José Pires Ps: Para variar um bocado não é autobiográfico.

Once upon a time there was a girl A sweet little girl Who dreamed, dreamed and dreamed And wanted to live happily ever after Her laugh was pure, Her eyes were innocent. And she was happy, Stupidly and innocently happy. Now she dreams no more, Her smile has gone, And from her eyes little crystals, Called tears, drop. Tears of the sad knowledge That life isn’t easy, That there is no happily ever after And that dreams dont come true. That little girl was me, Those dreams were mine But now they are just Ashes of good memories.

I don’t care If the sun shines If the wind blows If you were always by my side I don’t care What time it is Where it is If you were with me I just care That I love you That you love me And nothing, nothing can break this feeling. Thank you my sweet prince It's thanks to you that I feel this way Ana José

For anywhere the wind blows For anywhere the river flows For anywhere the sun shines Or the moon glows I’ll be punishing me for my mistake I’ll be thinking about you I’ll be wondering what we could be doing I’ll be missing you Today I’m leaving I’m leaving that sweet dream I’m leaving that warm hug I’m leaving that good night kiss Every time I’m wishing that time could go back That it could stop on any day I was by your side I wish I could stay there for ever, But can’t, good things never last much time. So, today, I’ll dream about you And I wish I could sleep for ever I’ll be missing you My best friend, My God mother, My mother in heart. Adoru-t maezinha!

Let me believe That you still with me That nothing is different Let me cry, cry for All the fear inside my soul All the pain inside my heart Please, please Let me believe That you still love me One day I woke up You were still by my side And you weren’t the same Your mouth said you loved me as always Your eyes couldn’t say so And my heart couldn’t believe Please, please Let me believe That you still love me One day I’ll woke up You won’t be there anymore You won’t love me That day I’ll believe Believe that nothing is forever That you won’t love me anymore. Também não é autobiografico por ixo amor não te preocupes k eu amo-t mt

Hoje queria não existir Queria viver numa bolha Onde não conhecesse ninguém Onde a minha identidade fosse desconhecida. Então a solidão seria rainha A tristeza percorreria as minhas veias A dor atormentaria o meu ser, e O sofrimento me destruiria. Mas só aí dormiria em paz Pois jamais veria as tuas lágrimas De desconsolo e dor, as tuas lágrimas Que derramavas por mim. Não é autobiografico

Em pezinhos de lã Num misto de tristeza e alegria Instala-se no nosso coração Pequenas gotas de dor Precipitam por não estares aqui, Aqui a meu lado junto a mim. Há quem diga que é bom Há quem diga que é mau É apenas um sentimento É apenas Saudade. Saudade de quem já partiu, Saudade de quem não está ao nosso lado Saudade de quem permanecerá Para sempre incrustado no nosso coração