"Isn't something missing?"

I've tried to ignore it. I've tried to shut it down. I've tried to bury it. Oh Lord, how I've tried! I've tried to forget it. I've tried to quiet it. I've tried to push it away. Oh Lord, how I've tried! But, oh Lord, This urge... is not backing down. This need... is not going away These feelings... are not fading out. Oh Lord, I promise... I've tried not to feel I've tried not to fall I've tried not to miss I even tried to forget... But, every time I close my eyes I see him I see us I see what could have been Oh Lord... I don't know how. I don't know why. I don't know anything... I do know... I can still feel his touch. I can still hear his call. I can still smell his perfume. I can still sense him... Oh Lord, I cannot regret... What I've felt... What I still feel. What I've done... What I wish I could do. Oh Lord, I wonder how ... How he still has my heart? How he still has

Sometimes I wonder, how it would be? A life where I wasn't human A life without pain or anger. A life without love or hate. Sometimes I wonder, what if everything was black or white? No grey areas of uncertainty, Nor colorful sparks of temptation. Sometimes I wonder,  what if everything was so clear... As two plus two equals four? Sometimes I wonder, How much can we withstand? How many times can we rise? How many scars can we bear? Sometimes I wonder,  Why not? Surrender to the sweet oblivion. Give in to the tender embrace of ignorance. Sometimes, just sometimes... I let my mind slip away. I let my heart dream free. I fly away to Neverland. Then, I wonder whether or not to return.

Breath in, breath out, don't let them win. Breath in, breath out, don't let them see. I try to hide their shadows, that insist on lingering behind my eyes. I try to put down their fire, that keeps on burning in my mind. Breath in, breath out, don't let them escape. Breath in, breath out, don't let them gain control. I can feel their venom, running through my veins. I can feel their power, corrupting my soul. Breath in, breath out, don't let the light fade. Breath in, breath out, don't let the lock break. But there's a whisper on my ear: "Surrender to the night, embrace the Darkside This fight, no one can win." Forget your breathing! Don't get too close! Run, it's too late, They're free!

When you can't contain what's inside put it through words... Superwoman You didn't wear a cape Nor flew through skyscrapers But when you held me in your arms You took me to the top of world You didn't have a perfect body Nor big muscles Instead you had scars and wrinkles Still when you held my hand There was no harm that could reach me Life wasn't gentle with you It knocked you down over and over But you were a fighter You kept rising up each and every time You faced adversity with your head held high A smile on your lips, kind words on your mouth And a heart as big as the world. Has time flies by I start to forget Forget the sound of your voice Forget the warmth of your hug Forget the sweetness of your kiss But you are always in my heart Oh how I wish I could be just half of a woman that you were. You are my Superwoman always and Forever!

Há muito tempo que não escrevia e que as palavras não me surgiam desta forma impossivel de conter. Espero que gostem.. Life There is a fine line between them Madness and sanity Such opposites, yet so close How can one separate them? There is a fine veil separating them Lies and truth Reality and illusions How can one distinguish them? We are only humans Trying to walk our paths Trying not to fall over the edge Trying only trying ... We fail, we thrive We fall, we rise We hurt and get hurt We struggle between dualities Never knowing how close we are to cross the line Are we all madman with moments of clarity? Are we all liars trying to speak the truth? Are we all stuck in a delusion of reality? Are we all killers trying to save a life? We are only humans Trying to walk our paths Trying not to fall over the edge Trying only trying... Humans, such an excuse! Using it to make our wrongs right. Using it to forgive our sins. Using to justify our lies

Há muito tempo que não escrevia nada, 5 anos mais precisamente, ainda assim não podia deixar de partilhar este poema/ desabafo que me surgiu depois de ver o filme Love and Honor, espero que gostem... Love, Honor and tears The years' pass The war comes and goes The reasons and values change But deep in their core, Everything is the same Live or die for your beliefs And we keep on making the same mistakes Falling in love and despair for Those you are gone. When they leave With their missions on their minds Crave into their hearts. We keep praying For their return For their lives And the question keeps popping Is there any space for us? For those at home Is there space for those? For who dies a little every day? For who keeps waiting for their return? Are we selfish for wanting them for ourselves? Are they courageous for reaping our hearts in the name of honor? Why is the duty always on top? Is it worth dying for? Is it worth killing us with them